Dreams
Saturday, March 21, 2015
I'm writing an entry here despite having a new blog...reason, what I wish to say should be in my past and stay there. I wish I could let go of my past easily but somehow it's still clinging onto me.
I dreamt that you came to my house. You were with ur good friend, H. I remember thinking that he came over despite just getting married. It was probably a raya open house event or something coz there were lotsa ppl. You came and wanted to talk to me but I didnt treat u well at all. I told u I had nothing to talk about with u. So, u tried talking to me with my back facing u. Not sure if u knew I was starting to well up in tears. but I really didn't see a point to give u hope to something I'm not sure would carry on. And then more people came, a group of people from TPJC. And when I was just about to properly talk to u, to bring u away from everyone and talk, my dad saw u and told my mum that u came. So, I left u to my dad and hung out with my TPJC friends, avoiding u...End of dream.
Anw, saw ur photo at H's wedding. U look good with ur hair short. May u lead a fulfilling life, insya-Allah. I can only pray for u. Farewell..
