argh! i've wasted de 3 day wkend!!! datz bad lah...haix...i was supposed 2 clear all my work i ended up finishing none...great...dat means dat i muz slp late 2nite, wake up early 2moro n slp late 2moro...clever me.
where did all my time management skills go to??
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amal is not happy. haix..
wowee~ no sch 2day! haha...juz 4 dis wk..de module starts nxt wk..supposed 2 haf 2 hrs of lesson on wed...
anw, i survived my 1st day of sch ystd!!! not onli dat, i survived 7 hours of lessons ystd!! ohh...if u rd my previous entry n gotta knw abt my 6 hours straight of lessons, well, sumhow, one of my modules was nt being reflected on my timetable..so, i found out on mon nite dat i haf 8 freaking hours straight of lessons on tuesdays! yepz...wif no break...n im wondering how 2 eat lunch n do my zuhur prayers...10.30a.m. to 6.30p.m worth of lessons...bt, yea, yesterday, one of my tutorials haven start yet so, datz y de 7 hrs...but frm nxt wk onwards...it's gonna b a crazy 4 hours of chem n 4 hours of maths....6 hours being lectures n 2 hours of tutorials...my head will b swimming man...
sch aside, i had a weird dream....dreamt sumting along the lines of a giant alligator n i repeat a GIANT one...it's ttotally huge like a swish of its tail can knock down parts of a building...i dunno wat it was doing lah but some bad guys apparently wanted 2 feed it n tried 2 hold ppl hostages juz 2 feed dis alligator...it was relli psycho coz dey were getting pleasure frm feeding us! n moz of us were still young kids ah...i relli cudnt stand it but i was helpless...i mean i juz cant imagine being fed 2 d alligator...sum of dem were shot first b4 being fed n i was hoping i wd b one of those who gets shot so dat i wun relli feel being eaten up u knw...but yea, twas relli scary lah...u hear dem screaming n im like juz one of dem waiting 4 my turn...luckily it neva came...i mean i woke up...so, yea, thankful 4 dat...
im still wondering wat triggered dat dream...so odd...i wasnt tinking of any alligators definitely or din even watch anything recently abt dem...or even read abt dem...
oh wells...who knws?
hello world! it's been quite some time....i've gottn my timetable n i'll b having a 3-day wkend! yay!...tho im nt sure if i prefer my laz sem timetable wen my free day was right smack in de middle of de wk...on wed...which is a nice break frm sch wen it gets too stressful...but ohwells, i've 2 survive aft all..so, my timetable will do..=)
downside is, i haf 6 hours straight of lessons on tuesday n 5 hours straight of lessons on thurs...blegh...n summore de tuesday..it's such bad timing...12.30 to 6.30! it's quite leceh lah...dahlah means i'll b hungry...since lunch will haf 2 b an early lunch if i eat at home...den, hafta miss zuhur unless i get released early frm chem n rush 2 solat or sumting...dat, we'll c how...n den, asar oso hafta kejar...moz likely, hafta maghrib in sch as well...so, means i'll b back late...at nite..alah...den, time puasa oso muz buke in sch...veri rushing lah tuesday...
thursday, i dun mind so much coz it's 8.30 to 1.30...pagi, is quite orait..but tues...i tink i mite slp in classes....k, hope not...
den my wed n fri only 2 hours of lessons each..=) nt so bad lah...juz dat my long days r relli long days...wif no breaks in btween summore...
hmms...oh ya, i din say y my wkend is 3 days instead of 2 days eh? well, it's bcoz...im nt in sch nw...i mean my mondays r free! yay! haha...no monday blues...=)
so, yea, anw, on sat, i went 2 one of my relatives' engagement ceremony...den time de wakil sebut de name...dat was a veri classic moment...he kept on saying de wrong name over n over...n de worst part was, dat was de twin sista's name! yepz...so, finally he managed 2 get it rite...kinda funny...but dat aside, de food was nice!! haha...n i met syida....was kinda surprised...so, we're actually related without knowing it...but yea, wish i was as peramah as her...she warms up so easily wif my parents n grand parents...im like veri quiet...hmms...i juz dunno how 2 talk 2 adults...datz weird~ im an adult nw...k, i dunno how 2 speak 2 d elders...esp ppl dat ive never met b4...i mean i can speak better 2 my aunts n all...but yea, juz nt evryone...
n im gonna b a teacher...i relli need 2 work on it..if nt, hw will i talk 2 teachers frm other schs, principals, parents, n whoever else i need 2 work with in de course of planning events n all...whoosh~ tinking of being a full-time teacher makes me tired...scared,,,but excited too...
wokae...enuff talk...i've gtg siap...gg out in awhile..=)
finally...a long entry..heh..bye! ( i feel more myself nw)
i miss myself....
y izit dat as we grow up, we haf to lose innocence? i relli miss my inncocence...n once u lose it, dere's no getting it back...
haix....