idiocy
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
im stupid. i dun tink b4 i act. now, ive made a mistake. n i cant erase it.
my silent hp was driving me crazy. so, i decided to switch it off. probably a gd idea. i dun haf many frenz anw. if i were to count, probably only 3 or 4 dat i contact inc my bf. datz kinda pathetic. actually i kinda feel like dumping my hp in de rubbish bin or slamming it hard against de wall..but obviously, dat cant b done. my dad bought d hp 4 me. i dun haf de right 2 do wat i feel like doing juz bcoz im gg crazy due to dat dangz silence..
silence.
i tink ive had enuff of crying. but sumhw my brain doesnt tink so. i still cry evry now n den like some mad woman. it's a wonder im a teacher.
went out 2day. alone. all alone in de lib. wif de silent hp.
bought his fave choc 2 eat.
my fault. evryting dat happens is my fault. bcoz i dun tink. im such an insensitive brat.
teaching tmr n fri at admiralty pri. i rejected teaching 2day. if nt, dis whole wk i wd haf been teaching.
are romances in books just a fantasy?
