heyy...cant seem 2 b able 2 sleep...i've woken up twice b4 dis i tink, so, i decided 2 update my blog...yepz...

anw, i'm crazy! haha....it's d 1st time in my whole entire life if i rmmbr correctly, dat i watch 2 movies in 2 consecutive days. but anw, i dun regret it coz de 2 movies were great!!! i watched x men n da vinci code btw. it was fabulous. n...juz wen i was smangat french language, i heard d actors talking in french a lot in the da vinci code. oui, je suis heureux! j'aime le français.

yea..so, anw, i'll b gg 2 kl 2day! whee~ wif my schmates...yepz...gonna b away 4 4 days....=) i tink i'm not bringing my camera. coz my manual one is lost. n digital camera...well, my sis gg 2 batam on fri...she wants it too...oh wells...

btw, dis is a sentence--> sayang sayang sayang. make sense? non?

à propos, je vous manquerai aussi, mon cher. je t'aime.

au revoir!

whee~ exams r finally over 4 de moment. madrasah exams yesterday was torture man...finished all de papers rather early. was so sleepy n hungry. but anw, im freaking lucky dat laz minute information does find its way in2 my head. i onli started studyying at abt 3 + yesterday. din read my hadith at all. nasib baik i hafal de hadith hafalan tho. at least datz 10 marks. hmms...so, yea, hadith sure fail. couldnt even rmmbr wat's zahid. thankfully de rez was fine. sirah was quite a surprise. managed 2 answer all qns i tink. yupz. n 2 think i finished studying sirah at 5pm. bagus kan? my exam supposed 2 start at 5 btw. yepz...so, now hooray, hooray 4 awhile den muz get back 2 studying coz physics n chem not over yet....boo 4 exams. grr...

Je pense toujours a toi

unprepared 4 gp

unprepared 4 maths

in total=i'm screwed

argh! i so haf no confidence in de papers im taking 2day! n yesterday was like pure torture, imagine writing 4 3 hours!!! it's like...tangan sakit, mind gone blank n tired, eyes red, hmm...ya...

n im relli not supposed 2 b here, not supposed 2 b here, not supposed 2 b here, so...umms...k, i shall do my revision now. wish me LOADSA luck. tata.

n so....common tez begins agn after a month. oh man....i'm feeling so freaking tempted 2 SLEEP! n i actually tink i mite fall in2 de trap...n de craziest part is. revision 4 SKMK n SKMM not done. Sejarah Melayu, only halfway. Keluarga Gerilya, i gave up on it coz relli dunno watto study. n sajak...errr...depends on de sajak i get later lah huh...i was neva gd at interpreting sajak. oh wells...

hmms...so, now, mayb i'll slp 4 another half hour. hope i'll keep 2 dat. den, chiong blaja all de way till...umms...ntahlah...dunno wat time i shd go sch. at least i decided 2 puasa 2day so no need 2 care abt lunch. =)

kla, i shall go off 1st. hmms...yea...wish me luck!

im in a dancing mood! *twirls around* hahakz... k, nvm...anw, i shd start panicking but im not n mlep paer is onli erms....1 1/2 days away. gr8 amal. flunk it. tsktsk. had soo much time but i whiled away all de time i had 2 study...n now....out of 5 components, will i even finish studying one whole component?

anw, 2day was a happy day i tink. =) yea. dunno y tho. but my parents fetched me from sch. thx 4 waiting...hmms....actually i dunno wat 2 say ah. so, i'll juz make dis entry short. nitez!

sumtimes...i feel dat i push things a lil too fast n den things start going too fast 4 my liking n i end up being irritated at it....i relli. wonder...wat's de hurry 4 me 2 grow up? i relli shd take my time n savour de moments of growing up....yepz.

anw, i relli dun understand myself. i knw i haf issues abt not eating regularly but i still do it n den i suffer d effects. i'm so plain weird lah.

oh wells...actually, im feelint pretty zonked out rite now. juz woke up frm slp actually..was tinking of studying but i tink a headache's coming..nt sure if i'll b able 2 actually concentrate n study. oh wells...

my chocolate ban is almoz over....*smilez* n one more day till de new bill starts. man...i've alredi exceeded both my mins n msgs...teruk seh...kla, tata!

confession: i don't dare fall in love...

i guess i'm not sum1 who likes to take risks...as far as possible i try 2 avoid them. n i know ive been trying not 2 give my heart away coz i want 2 give my heart only 2 de guy i'm confirmed marrying...coz in dat way, dere wun b much heartbreaks, rite? or problems...i dunno...n i juz haf a feeling dat if i eva give my heart away, i'll neva b able 2 retrieve it back or at least fully anw...which means wen i fall in luv, i'll moz prob fall hard which would make it difficult 4 me 2 stand upright agn should anything happens...

how do u define love anw? i used 2 feel dat i'll juz know it wen it comes...like i'm supposed 2 haf a magical feeling...sumtimes i wonder if im living in fantasy still but relli, i do put love on a high pedestal. guess i juz believe a lot in it. has 2 do wif watching my parents, my grandparents...dey're my source of inspiration dat marriage can indeed be a bliss n i do wanna believe in dat. but i also do think dat love is built upon trust and understanding and caring 4 each other and dat love can be nurtured. if dats de case den de prob now is juz...2 wat extent...sumtimes, i hate myself 4 neva being able 2 distinguish de line....fren....who is considered a fren? my thoughts are all juz so jumbled up but heyy...no worries to anyone...coz, i'm juz giving a thought on wat i feel but relli...rite now, it's not dat severe so, i can still live wif dis jumbled-up mind. heh. but honestly, i wished i knew where my feelings lie...n i honestly hope dat khai will take d early bus...hmms...

yea...now, shall do my hmewk. haf a gd day!

dreams are indeed sweet. It's been 4 times dis wk. dat's more than half a wk. *smilez*

i've not gone 2 sch since tues...den 2moro vesak day...a pity i hafta go sch on sat if not it'll b like 6 days of no sch..heh...but being sick is relli irritating. cant even do my sch work. plus i dun feel like im recovering. even tho i take my medicine. boo.

sighs....ive been resting loads at home for 2 days alredi...if 2day is used up 4 resting n 2moro is mother's day gathering, wen will i find de time 2 study 4 maths tez on sat? not 2 mention physics tez dat i din take on tues, plus chem SPA on dat i din take yesterday, plus gp compre tez dat i din take 2day. like wadde...dere's tez evryday!!! oh n i oso 4got...dere was sejarah melayu tez on tues oso.

i'm sick due 2 seasports mozly. or so i blif. tho i was alredi starting 2 feel sick b4 seasports but relli, seasports triggered d whole thing ah. extreme conditions...heat...freaking hot dat day...den my water bottle tertinggal kat skola, so perhaps i was dehydrated...hmms...den, mase nak balik belum dry betul ah actually...den, i took mrt home so i tink i kinda got de chills...u know...yea...oh wells...

anw, juz hope i can survive all de tests coming up. how i wish i can juz fail all n not b bothered abt aniting. haix..fact is..i wanna do well...who doesn't? =(

kla...bye...

2day is a bad day. kept getting headaches n watnots...as it is, i am currently having a headache but i wanna get dis entry up 1st. anw, yea...n so, i din do anything related 2 sch 2day. n i even tried 2 sleep the headaches off at times. plus i was trying out dk moves 4 mother's day...tho still not confirmed if dere's gonna b dk. haish...den, i oso kept on feeding things in2 my mouth. skejap2 masuk dapur. not sure if i ate 2 much. honestly i dun tink i did but my stomach doesnt relli feel very ok n i feel like vomitting. y am i feeling like dis...haix....

oh ya, n dere's sumting dat i've always kinda wondered....wat wd happen if it so happens dat i find out one day dat i haf an incurable disease or sumting?

yea...juz wanted 2 say dat out loud...coz...sumtimes...i dunno...i juz kinda get scared wen i feel some pain in my chest or umms...wateva lah...but i dun exactly wanna go 2 a doctor 2 find out something either. hm,ms...but otherwise, so far i'm fine. so, life goes on. n i hope dere is nothing wrong wif me. i am juz scaring myself. nite2 evryone...i'm gonna get over my splitting headache. it'll b fine 2moro i hope...

yea...cheerios~

sports day.

whee~! funfunfun!!! i luvvvv 2 cheer...haha...plus dis yr de spirit dpt rase ah....i luvvv seagull! we rock!! haha...best house 4 gals...doesnt matter dat we're nt champion house but we did great still....
hmm...anw, tadi watched nangnak kat rumah fatin. hmm. oh n fatin's hse soooo nice!!! i nak pindah ah kat rumah dier...=/

n me n khai reached hme at abt 8.

my leg aches.. from too much walking n running since laz wk. all started from 2.4 lah ni.