i was on a very bad behaviour 2day. i deserve a slap on de face. yea, datz it. i do.

1st of all. spent my morning at klaz ngaji ah. went off at 8+ came back at abt 11 coz i fetched my lil bro frm andalus. so den, slack...read berita minggu, mkn, duduk2 ntah buat ape...den solat zuhur. lepas tu, ngantuk, went 2 slp at 2.10. so, set alarm at 2.40. woke up, still tired, so, slept agn. den, woke a few times AFTER dat, n slept agn at all de times i woke up. freaking irritating. dat was not supposed 2 b de case lah. i'm supposed 2 lepaskan ngantuk den buat kerja. idiot seh. so, pastu, woke up abt 4.30, solat asar, den slack lagi. rabak seh.

ohh den mase ptg, hmm...my mum was like nagging at all of us. n guess wat i did? evrytime my mum says sumting, i'll b commenting on wat she sed. freaking rude gal. not onli dat i was practically shouting at her a lot lah. a wonder she din slap me. or scold me 4 wat i did. i'm such an idiotic ass. den, being mum, she offered me chicken wing while i was eating dinner. man, i almoz cried. den, being de idiot i am, after dinner, she was asking abt ngaji claz n i had 2 raise my voice at her agn ah. i had to rite? argh!

so, punishment 2 self 4 sleeping from abt 2-4.30 tadi ptg, i'll sleep at abt 1.30 am 2 do work.

n sumtimes, i juz wonder y ppl dun hate me.

i relli felt like shouting seh kat rumah tadi. was relli bingit wen my mum started 2 say things abt dis n dat. i almoz felt like not going back home. relli, i felt dat way. donch u juz think dat i'm such an ass who doesnt even appreciate my mum properly?

oh, n yesterday, i started feeling like i dun wanna go 2 a university. i juz felt dat way. no clear reasons. so, now...one less factor 2 motivate myself 2 work hard. sumhow, i've neva relli strongly wanted 2 go 2 a university. one of de reasons y my aim was 2 go dere was simply bcoz i go wif de flow. i neva felt strongly abt gg 2 a uni b4. *shrugz*

anw, i'm off 2 do some proper work now. bye.