*sighs* u know...even de photocopying machine dengki wif me.. juz now, during break, i went straight 2 de lib 2 photocopy my article 4 reading log.

1st photocopying machine-jammed...as in it jammed while i was using it. so, i wasted my credits in my photocopying card.
2nd photocopying machine-de moz idiotic one...basically, it printed de wrong way or sum sort n i din realised till i finished photocopying my article which was a few pages long n realised dat it only photocopied abt half de page 4 ALL. so, i was like...oh shootz. so, den i approached de library counter. n de librarian tried 2 figure out wat's wrong n used my card!!! n she printed out a few more pages!!! while she tried 2 change settings n sum stuff ah but de poin is...i wasted A LOT of credits juz on dis machine.
3rd photocpying machine-de librarian decided 2 try using de laz photocpying machine. n guess wat? It worked! but was i supposed 2 b happy? NO! coz i was late 4 claz n i've not photocopied my full article n de claz aft break was surprise, surprise, NOT. GP.

so, wif me feeling like crying, went out of de lib, almoz 4got my photocopying card which i alredi wasted so much credits thanks 2 all de photocopying machines in de lib n practically ran 2 my nxt claz venue at which upon arriving realised dat Mrs Varella was not dere yet. n during de claz...she sed, reading logs can b handed in 2moro. gif me a reason y i shdn b frustrated.

oh, n ya, i was so spaced out in my own world being angry dat i din even realised dat i was absenton fri. Mrs Varella wanted 2 c MC 4 all those who were absnt 4 any classes laz wk. luckily farhana reminded me.

haish...anyway, apart from losing money from my photocpying card, apparently, my FAVOURITE track pants pun lesap from my aunt's hse. i relli dono wat 2 feel wen she told me she din c my track pants coz 1stly, i'm alredi kind of imposing on her by sleeping over at her hse. 2ndly, i was trying 2 keep myself calm. 3rdly, i felt bad 4 asking. aishk. PE 2moro. n i've no complete set of PE attire. neva will for tuesdays unless i buy a new set.

haix..my favourite track pants gone...

oh, n weneva i'm over at sum1's hse. i always feel so useless n helpless. it's like sumtimes i haf de urge 2 help but i feel so stupid 4 not knowing wat 2 do, feel so idiotic 4 not daring 2 ask, feel so restless coz i'm being a useless bum. now, relli, i am a useless bum. urgh!

irritating. irritating. irritating. wat more can i say?

i dunno wat 2 say 2myself.