ouch. i hate 2 c ppl wen dey're not in a gd mood...n i feel worse wen i dunno wat 2 say 2 make dem feel better...dahlah org tu aku tgk muka dier asik look stressed aje dis few days..abe mcm kesian seh...but i'm trying not 2 b too kepo...so...yea...i shdn't probe 2 much...rite? yes. well, i juz hope u feel better soon...

hmm....i dunno if anyone has sed dis 2 y'all...but now i'm saying it...


BAIK AVA!


haha...esp 2 u, bro...kesian kene buat kerje sorang2 kat depan...den balik sendiri lagi...sori eh...


yay! misunderstandings cleared...i'm happy n contented wif my life. let it remain dis way. come 2 think abt it...i guess i saw it coming...aft wat happened b4...i shd knw better...haha...but yea, it's not gonna b my loss...i'm not gonna make it my loss..it's gonna b ur loss...=P


la di da~ fatin told me she shouted 'baik amal!' wen we were abt 2 perform dk...even tho i din hear it on stage...knowing dat she actually did dat..yea, i juz wd like 2 say thank u gurl! u make my day! *smilez*


yea, i guess i'm all smilez 2day....better not haf anything dat breaks me anytime soon...


u pecah?
Nolah...i nangis...
ckp jelah nangis...


=P can u not translate expressions literally? but wateva itis...i'm happy dat u're back in2 my life...yupz...i heart u!


hmm....btw, aina sumhow actually managed 2 thank evryone...so, i wd like 2 say thank u oso to whoever was mentioned in aina's blog..hehe...sori amik shortcut...


yupz...now....gotta catch up on sch work...-_-

3 words. MANIFESTASI IS OVER!!!


Whee~! i am so happy wif yesterday's performance...haha...n i still haf some glitter near my eyes. we did gr8 man!


overall, our energy level was definitely very high...n i can safely say dat manifestasi was a success rite? yea! hooray 4 evryone involved!!!


I had fun on stage....only made 2 minor mistakes dat was definitely not obvious...*frowns* well, it shouldn't b...haha...but yea...it was fun....i din wear specs so i couldn't c d audience...which helped me 2 focus of coz...=)


n woo...i wore so much make up...haha....felt so weird....n my rambut was a lil funny too i tink...de fringe...but alah who cares...i tink i still looked pretty...rite? i did!! haha...k, merepek...n my adik sed i looked like an opera singer wif so much makeup on me..


k, actually, evrybody looked pretty...i tot adilah looked very sweet n pretty all madeup....haha...


thanx 2 evryone who came down 2 support our production...hope u guys enjoyed it...i'm sure u did...haha...


yay! i'm in a gd mood 2day...datz gr8 u know...n thx 2 sum1 who sed i looked jambu...haha...


lagi ape eh? hmms...manifest over!!! haha...oh, n i slept at 2.07 am in de morning...muahaha....kla, bye2!

hah...i did it! finally....=P


still nursing my wound...*sighs*


neva knew it was gonna b dis hard...y muz i luv ppl sincerely?


i am me...n will 4eva b me...wat 2 do...datz me....bang all u ppl...who makes my life miserable...hah...


hmms....farhana tore her ligament...ouch...n she went 2 doctor n got 2 days mc....argh! how am i gonna face sch without her? =/ shez de one i always hang out wif...


no pillar of strength anymore...i dono who 2 turn 2...


gosh...can sum1 like help me get out of dis mess? n i know i've started 2 think once more. datz my nature lah ook...


y muz i have i as my behavioural profile? i wish i can get de s part of me back....


i enjoyed myself on stage 4 de 2nd run-through juz now. haha....fun! yepz....felt some semangat dere....cool....


i am majorly ngantuk.....shd go 2 sleep now...dah kul 11.24 pun...bye2..slamat mlm!

ok...so, dis is my 3rd time typing out an entry 2day rite? *shrugz* n so...i was like real idiotic 2day....datz wat happens wen i ikut mood....i din eat lunch coz i din feel like it n so....wen dk prac started, i was seriously dying of hunger...serious tak leh angkat seh...i couldn't focus, i was having stomach ache, i was on de verge of tears n perut pun masuk angin...haish....i muz rmmbr 2 always force myself 2 eat...but seriously, i tot it was ok coz i tot dinner wd b provided both 2day n 2moro...apparently not...besok je...haishk...but anw, yati bought me a lil something 2 alas perut n i managed 2 eat 2 slices of bread along de training too...


n so, by de time dk ended, i was feeling alright once more...n i got a ride from nadia's dad...hooray 4 her dad! real happy 2 b back home...i dun like 2 sleep my makcik's houselah...hehe....juz feel uncomfortable...kla, tink i wanna SLEEP! ngantuk...penat....bye!

Aku seorang puteri. Yang tinggal di kayangan dan mempunyai seekor kuda sembrani.


ok, hello....tadi pagi dlm bas scary seh....k, kisahnye begini...laz time, wen i was on de way 2 my pri sch in de bus, dere were like onli abt 2 or 3 ppl in de bus. n den, dis guy abt my age, boarded de bus. n weirdly chose a seat bside me. i was kinda uncomfortable abt dat...i mean...hello...dere were soooo many seats available n he chose 2 seat bside me? i decided 2 buat bodoh...anw, my hands were like by my side or sumting so, i juz tried 2 relax...oh, ya, another weird thing, i was sitting near de aisle which means if he wants 2 sit bside me, he has 2 pass thru me u know...datz y i was a lil freaked out by de seat he chose...ok, back 2 story...anw, i tink i was reading a bk or sumting n ignoring him wen at d corner of my eye...sumhow his hand was like inching 2wards me...man...i was like so donno wattodo alredi lah...n i took my hand away n i was like so scared...den, i look at him n stared n he was acting like evryting's normal...nasib baik bus sampai interchange alredi...cabut ah...


so, dat was wen i was in pri sch...yea, i know...i kinda rmmbr redundant stuff eh? hehe...k, so, dis morning, i boarded a bendy bus 2 de interchange...so, i stood in de middle lah...den, juz sandar n put my hands on de thing i was leaning against 4 support...so, i was looking2 around wen i tertengok de person standing bside me...he was like staring at me semacam n i felt like eh, haf i met dis person n den i kinda teringat abt dis pri sch guy lah....n den! he saw me looking at him alredi, my hand was still at de place where it was n he put his hand casually near my hand...sheesh...i was freaking out alredi lah..n his hand was trying 2 inch 4ward! makdi...i terus take my hand away n pretended 2 smooth my hair n after a while, i casually strolled over 2 my adik n her fren who were standing near de door...kau...seram seh...wat? does my face haf some kind of thing written on me dat says...oh, u haf de permission 2 touch me...gosh...n even tho i was wif my adik...dat guy kept on staring at me while i talked 2 my adik...eeeiiii....serious ah....mintak2 jgnlah jumpe dier lagi...plzzzz....

it seems so difficult 2 make frenz nowadays...izit juz me or wat? i've tried 2 b a gd fren 2 evryone....all i ask 4 is 2 b my fren too...is dat so hard? *sighs* perhaps i'm juz not a gd fren...sori if i've been too pushy, annoying, always disturbing or wat not, k? yea. sori.

i'm not sure who i am..

hello! juz wanted 2 exclaim 2 de world dat i'm still awake..haha...


well, since it's 1.21 a.m. alredi, i shall refer 2 saturday as yesterday...


k, anw, yesterday, had dk...was postponed in d afternoon....but i had 2 leave early 4 madrasah...haix..juz wen de paluan ppl came...


hmms...i actually brought eclairs 4 my dk mates...courtesy of my mum...but...wen i shouted out dat i had eclairs, some ppl were saying dat it'll make de throat worse or sumting...so, in d end, wen i left sun plaza park, i brought d eclairs wimme..heh..sori aina, ros n yati...


so, went 4 madrasah n gave d eclairs out during break time....evryone in claz dpt rase except 4 syukri i tink...he came late....haishk...sori...


eryone luv d eclairs i tink. =) oh wells...


n now, i tink i shd sleep b4 i get caught using de comp illegally...heh. hmm...morning!?

dunno wat's wrong wif me 2day...had no appetite 2 eat after PE. my breakfast was some french fries den during break, i din feel like eating n had 2 practically force food into my mouth or else i wun eat...so, i ate hmm...2/3 slice of a bread? pathetic. den, 4 lunch i finished up 1/3 slice of bread plus ate a waffle....n i din even finish de waffle by de time dk started...wat's wrong wif me? knowing me, i always eat a lot. *sighs*


lost. drowning. confused. turbulence.


hmms...i still haven eaten dinner....my dinner was a slice of bread plus still trying 2 finish up 2 other slices of bread. i relli dun tink i can stomach any nasi...


btw, i counted 10 stars in de sky 2nite! yipee! haha...stars are nice u know...dey can cheer me up.


hmm....anw, i wd like 2 thank aina 4 being a gr8 dkmate, de person who i find 2 complain 2, 2 talk 2, 2 solat 2geder wimme....yea...thx 4 being dere...=)


yea...anw, did i mention dat i'm sitting nxt 2 my twin sister 4 manifestasi? *grinz* we rock, rite dilah? hehe...kla, nitez 2 evryone...

fragile. i dun tink i'm feeling very me yet.


hmms...2day dk was fun! haha...all of us were very semangat...yea man...den we were loud too! hopefuly we'll keep it up till 2moro....no....till manifestasi! yea...=) oh ya, got de tix 4 manifestasi alredi...cool...yupz...


hmm...aina sed i was TOO cheerful tadi...actually, seriously, i felt de same way...tapi...haix...i donolah...i juz dunno wattodo. anw, i'm not gonna let myself think 2 much...honestly, i can say a lot abt juz being too cheerful...yea...


dere is seriously sumting wrong wif me...*shakes head* hmms....bsk racial harmony day...yupz..yay! haha...kla, i shd go off nw...

smlm cultural nite...onli get 2 watch fatin sing cindai n de tarian at d end...coz we were busy preparing refreshments 4 de vip...grrtz...oh, n we screwed up de ushering bit as well...=P oh wells...it's over..


n so, had dk dis morning as usual n den went 4 madrasah...ustaz azman usik de way i talk in claz juz now...ape seh...hmms...nothing intresting 2 report i tink....


oh..my feet hurt. coz of my shoes...kla byez! heh...*waves* kla, tkde energylah. bye2

saya rasa sgt penat ttp tdk tahu mengapa...hmm...


anw, 2day is my laz rez day...starting from 2moro onwards, it'll b dk prac all de way till manifestasi...evryday except 4 sundays...so, let's c....hari2 balik lmbt, saturday pun pasal ade madrasah lepas dk...den, sunday homework/family day. jadi..kesimpulannya, saya tdk akan ade masa utk diri sendiri....n den, after manifestasi...dah kene start prepare utk exams......i dun wanna do as bad as i did in common tez...yupz....muz always rmmbr the goals i set wif my bez pals at de beginning of de yr...


aitez....gonna finish up my ulasan n den sleep...man...so many things 2 bring besok....clothes n shoes 4 cultural nite, sch stuff n klaz agama stuff n baju utk dk as well....2moro + saturday...i'll b sleeping over at my aunt's house...makes more sense coz my madrasah's at bedok anw...kla...nite2!

dis is specially dedicated 2 khairunnisa zulkifli, my bez fren....=)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!



U r officially 17 2day....anw, i luv u khai! haha...wonder how many times in my life i'll actually say dis 3 words 2 u...hmm...shdn't overuse it rite? shall try 2 rmmbr dat...hehe..



So, wishing u all de bez in evrything u do n hope u had had a gr8 bday 2day...yupz....Happy Birthday!

juz dropping by 2 say dat i'm one lazybum who has 2 buck up n learn how 2 manage my time well. muz study hard n focus!!!! yea....i keep on not doing my tutorials n as i'm typing dis, i'm saying bye2 2 my physics tutorial coz i wanna sleep..hehe...haishk...can sum1 plz b my nice study partner who can keep me on my toes all de time n do tutorials wif me such dat i will not b an idiotic person who knows she can do so much better but is not putting in 100% effort. yes...kla, slamat mlm ppl!

hello..


i tink i'm trying 2 kill myself...i've been back home late evryday...even wen i dun haf dk i'll reach home at abt 7+...n i'll b so tired out once i reach home. hmm...dis 3 wks r gonna b killer wks...hari2 balik lmbt...hmmhmm....


oh wells...i wanna watch tv wif my family now..bye2..

blegh. i'm sick. haix....having a fever rite now plus a runny nose n a sore throat. so, dis morning, woke up feeling all blegh./ much, much worse than yesterday...so i decided not 2 go 4 dk...i shdn't in dis condition. mite get evryone else sick. dat'll be bad.


anw, yesterday, i went out wif my mum in d afternoon. had lunch wif her at kfc. =) den, i went shopping wif her. heh. cool! bought a new bag 4 myself using my bday money...so, it's counted as a bday present. =) den, dere was a sale at john little. my mum was like so shocked 2 know dat dere's 70% discount! things like pots n pans n quilts were as cheap as $3! yea...n bed sheets, a whole complete set ended up 2 b $14.70 wen d moz original price was probably abt $100. den dropped 2 $80 den dropped to $50..n 70% discount from $50. wow.


yea, i had fun wif my mum yesterday. n my mum said i made her day. =) u c, i seldom go out wif her. n yesterday was her bday! =)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! I LUV U!