invincible

whee~ haha...nice word...yea....now, lemme talk abt orientation 1st...basically, i woke up at 3.15a.m. in de morning 2 finish up de bkmarks dat i made 4 my ogms...was so proud of it such dat i was showing so many ppl de bkmarks dat i did..haha...was going around telling ppl...yea~ i made de bkmarks tau....from fooscap pad, de cardboard, i painted n den drew de design n wrote quotes n signed my name...wow! haha...

yupz, n so i went 4 physics introductory lecture...n dere was dis guy from my abg's claz who went 4 work attachment n shared his experience wif us...so fun!!! i'm so tempted...but then, my o level results 4 physics not dat gr8...=( yea, hafta go thru interviews n all b4 gettin selected...yeayea, anw, aft dat, i oso went 4 gp lecture n chem lecture...n i din sleep in any of dem! so proud of myself...=) haha...aightz, den, stayed in sch n went out 2 tamp mart 4 a while, den went back 2 sch.. dah tak tahu ape nak buat, kiteorg, me, fatin, firdah n khai, went 2 de hall 2 look at d cca exhibitions..den found out dat de list of civics groups haf been posted up n so, i ran 2 de foyer! haha...n yea, checked my name n i'm in 05S12! yea....hope it'll b a gr8 claz! whee~ can't wait 2 meet my new clazmates...=)

oh ya, azizah is leaving tpjc 4 mjc...so sad...=( was lookin 4ward 2 spend more time wif her...but it's ok, i wish her all da bez dere...still sad tho...=/ yea, din haf time 2 get 2 know her better... oh wells, anw, i'm d onli person in my claz taking mlep...n moz prob d onli person not taking econs too..wow..haha...it's ok tho, i can't wait 4 sch 2 start...i wanna get my timetable soon!!! i wanna start planning!!!

yea, oraitz, so, aft sch, me n khai balik 2geder n decided 2 singgah causeway pint kejap..yupz, went 2 77th street..khai wanted 2 buy a band 4 her adik..n datz wen i saw de word invincible! woohoo! i tink it's such a nice word..haha...

btw, i'm so cheery 2day..so mad...so nutty...so weird lah...i dun even know y i'm so happy! hahaha...oh wells, oh ya, n twas like a reunion at causeway point juz now lah...i met filzah, sriwani, rozana, shaheen, n nina! wow! hahaha...quite cool! yupz...

okie2....gtg now...tata!!!

yo...hello ppl...=) hmms...wassup? haha....eh, i dono wattosay...wow....*amazed* i'm like usually so talkative n now i dunno watto say? datz weird...oh wells, i shdn't bother continue den..hehe...if not nanti semue org boring...

eh, oh ya, i wanna gif a pep talk 2 speranza ogms on monday...it's de laz day of orientation!!! so yea, it'll b wasted if dey dun haf fun ah...yes, so my aim is 2 make my ogms haf fun no matter wat on mon....n yes, so dat dey wun say orientation is boring! yes! haha...aightz...bye2...

i am an ogl! n i can safely say dat i'm happy 2 b an ogl! whee~ my OGMs r nice ppl! dey cooperate wif me...even wen i suggested a stupid game...yea...haha....n dey played it...yes...but oh wells, i ate wif some of my OGMs, den after break, we played whacko, broken telephone, chop cili chop, de stupid game of mine-ding n dong, n i taught speranza cheers n i taught tpjc cheer...wow...a lot rite? in onli abt 1/2 hr? n i think i rmmbrd moz off their names...yay! so happy! haha...saya tdk menyesal memilih utk menjadi seorang ogl...ya! =)

byk org bingit niari...n i feel so loss as to how 2 help dem...tell me wat i'm supposed 2 do 2 cheer ppl up...i'm not exactly a gd fren in trying 2 console others...haix...so sad...

n i'm feelin so normally happy....doinkz...haix....sorry...

physics............or..........econs?

saya baru mendapat tahu bahawa posting results akan diumumkan pada hari selasa, 22 mac... reporting day on 23rd march...wowee~ so, maknenye...orientation starts on wed lah kan? woo..i'm actually nervous...dunno y...

hmm..kla, i can't b long here...told my dad dat i'm checking out tpjc.net aje...yupz..so, bye2..

*waves 2 evryone* Halo! I'm not mad anymore...i'm nuts!!! haha....yea~ so call me nuts! haha...whee~

whee~ yesterday was cool! haha...yepz, after updating my blog yesterday, i went 2 play badminton wif my dad 4 a while...yupz...n den my fren decided 2 delay de time we meet...so, instead of meeting at 10, we decided on 11 a.m. yupz, in d end...she came at abt 11.40...haha...oh wells, went 4 lunch at 1p.m. actually we started eating at abt 2 i tink...dotz...haha..den at 2.30 i went off 2 solat...n i left orchard at abt 3...n went 2 TM!

yupz, met my family dere n we watched movie! haha...b4 dat, my dad bought us ice cream cones at mcdonalds...basically had fun ah...watched son of mask...quite a cool movie...=) yea~

aishk....i gtg now....sum1's waitin 4 me...later if haf time, i update summore...=) bye2

i tak jadi gi my umah nenek smlm..yepz...datz y i'm here...haha...hmms...my mum's quite pissed at me coz i keep on using de comp in de morning without asking 4 her permission...abe tu, she neva lets me use de comp...wen else can i use it? man..datz still no excuse 4 me tho...=/ oh wells...wat do u expect? i'm de devil dis wk...haix....

dotzdotz..yea~ i realised dat i'm planning 2 b wif my fren 2day 4 7 hours...meeting her at orchard at 10a.m. asal kau tak leh gi khai? leceh dok..hehe...tapi in d end, i dun tink dis 7 hours is gonna b a fruitful one...abg ni...asal abg tak free? klakla, i know u wanna spend time wif her...it's ok..i understand...sori i kacau u thruout ur fave show smlm..haha..but me n abi will b stuck..i so know datz gonna happen...

ah~ it's ok...if aniting, i tink i'll make up sajaks 2 pass de time...haha...tgh smangat ni...smangat sastera...whee~

hmmhmm...i feel like i'm cooped up at home...n yes, finally i'm going out...yay! 2 orchard! lalala~

i'm mad. haha....even if in my ic it's amal hayati. yea~ u can call me mad..*winkz* bye2

cak ppl! i'm here! haha....susahlah nak pakai comp nowadays...yea~ sbb tu jarang blog...yepz...or gi online...or wateva...hehe...

kesian khai kesepian *winkz* bersabarlah ye? hehe..

la di da~ i hope my parents will carry on wat dey've planned....which is 2 go camping kat beach!!! haha..so cool kan kalau ia menjadi realiti? haha...n niari...i'll b sleeping at my nenek's hse..n yea~ i've not packed aniting...hehe....ishk...i'm so teruk...evryting pun laz minute...

oh ya...so, i went 4 ogl camp on monday...haha...whee~ my family is very enthu!!! korang semer bagi muke kat ogls ah...jgn pon orientation tau...pretty plz...yes...tapi sedih seh...orientation stakat 3 hari je..itu pun takde orientation nite..=/ oh wells...ape nak buat...bab tu bukan dlm tgn kite...

tapi no matter wat....mesti hidupkan orientation ah...mcm maner orientation 2 tak mendak? korang semue dah fikir nak cabut...ape lah...mesti ade perubahan...pembaharuan...barulah boleh maju...hah...contohnye khainye uncle...1st 3 months gi tpjc n he still know how 2 sing de college song...padahal 3 months je tau! kiteorg 1st 3 months, siape hafal college song? baru sikit org... takde smangat lah...takpe2...ini kali ogls tahu college song lebih drpd 1st 2 lines...korang mesti hafal college song!!!! datz my aim...hehe...bruci la pasionne! (ignite the passion) =)

ok, my family name is speranza(hope) n hope u all will cooperate n so all of us wd haf a fun time 2geder at orientation 2...haha...c, i so smangat....n 2 whom is dis entry meant 4? i oso donno...hahakz...smangat mempromotekan orientation tapi siape yg bace my blog seh...hehe...dotz...

korang jgn gi beach mase aku takde eh...jgn tinggalkan aku!!!

aightz...ku rase dah cukup panjang entry ni...yay! i'm updating my blog...haha..n de longer i stay, de crappier dis entry is gonna get so...tata ppl! lalala! haha...

i'm ultra bored lah...seriously...tak tahu ape nak buat...argh! sum1 release me from boredom!!! hahaha...crap...but i am bored....dotz...yes i'm bored...u shd get de point by now...sigh, i'm bored.. den juz now tried calling abt 6 ppl i tink n all of dem were unavailable...haix...i dono wattodo...kk, i shd copy lecture notes..haha...c, i'm so smangat study...dah tak tahu ape nak buat...n y am i not signed in 2 msn? kk, i shall go 2 msn n hope sum1 nice is dere 4 me 2 chat 2..haha..in d end, i mite decide not 2 copy lecture notes after all..*grinz* boring...n i'm supposed 2 relieve myself of boredom..yes...kla..tata...bye2...

saya telah belajar perkataan2 baru pada hari ini!!! hahaha....mint=dauh pudina, multiple=angka kandungan, refill=isiulang, haha...so fun!!! hehehe...smangat bahasa melayu!!! yea~ ok, anw, 2day was a wonderful day....1st of all, tuition was beneficial 2day...i did my chem stuff...n i relli mean i did it...so happy!!! hahaha....whee~ yepz, den mase nak balik rumah, i suddenly remembered 2 look out 4 d orion's belt...n i saw it!!!! i was so wowed.....de sky was so nice wif de stars!!!! ahh~ i juz felt so calm n relaxed n happy.....luv d stars! =) yea~ happy mood 2day...yupyupyup...n i almoz finish my chem tutorial...tinggal 2 questions...i not dat sure...nxt, i'm tackling econs...yep...so, tata! muz get back 2 work...hah...i'm so hardworking 2day...so proud of myself!!!

I luv custard!!! yummy! ahakz...btw, my mum made eclairs 2day...whee~ so nice! =)

Saya telah mendapatkan sebuah kotak pensel yang baru! yay! haha...

yoyoyo! ok, yesterday was a cool nite...haha..coz i reached home at abt 12.30a.m....sempat minum bubble tea lagi...haha...whee~cerite!

friday-i became a budak baik n balik so early...ahakz...habis skola terus balik...impressive...hehe... but after 1st 3 months, i wun b able 2 do dat anymore...so sad!!! it's bcoz i take mlep....oh wells...i chose dat path....anw, finally, finally, finally, i've registered 4 jae...yea man! =)

aite...so, yesterday's events...1stly pagi2...gi siap utk klaz mengaji...yup, den dah balik from mengaji...i had time 2rileks 4 a while den went wif my mum 2 POSBank...n yes! finally, i haf my atm card wimme agn! i lost mine laz yr abe blum buat2...so, now i haf savings...nasib seh...i can't survive on my pocket money each month ah....i realise dat it's seriously not enuff...n it's spent on food onli...i still wanna buy other stuff 4 myself + paying 4 lecture notes n yadayadayada....

ok, den, reached home, mkn, mandi, solat zuhur n outta house...went 2 bedok 2 fetch my adik from perdaus...oops..i skipped madrasah yesterday....hmm...but i promised my dad i wun go 4 any of dis kinda stuff 4 de rez of de yr anymore unless it's a sch event n it's important...so, i wd not ponteng anymore classes...yea...eh, nxt wk ade perdaus ke tak seh...march holz...

k, so, met my adik, nur n my cousin, aqilah, n so we set off 2 bedok mrt...2 go 2 orchard mrt...yepz..reached dere at abt 5.40 n we decided 2 solat asar kat surau...aft solat, my abg called 2 say dat he n his bez fren meeting us at 7...yea...instead of 6.15...haha...i kinda expected dat call actually...

but anw, at 6.25 met up wif fathin, husna n fathin's fren, fatin...went 2 long john 4 a while 2 mkn den rushed back 2 mrt station 2 meet my bro n his fren + khai n julaiha...n den we met ain at de bus stop...got 2 my sch...or shd i say ex-sch...haha...i paid 4 de tix...n ain distributed de tix 2 all of us...yea....n den we solat maghrib kat sane...n i stupidly 4got where i put my specs...i was so panicky alredi!!! guess where i put it sampai tak terjumpe2? i sangkut it on my blouse under my tudung....gosh~ i wasted so much of evryone's time tryin 2 find de specs n thus, as a result...masuk theatre lmbt....wen de theatre was full alredi...jadi, terpakselah kite duduk di barisan yg terhadapan skali...but it was still cool anw...

aishk...my abg slept during de play...n i feel so bad coz i was supposed 2 blanje him de ticket n in d end he paid....n he din like watch it? so, wasn't it like a waste of $5? sori abg...=/

oh, aft de play, went out 2 hug de performers...haha...n i took some pics...tapi sikit je..tak byk org dlm mood utk bergambar...but it's ok..i understand lah...=) but wen else will i get another chance 2 take pics wif dem..ah...i've left my sec sch 4 gd...but i had fun doing de sch cheers along wif dem...ahakz...reminds me so much of my yrs dere....=)

den, we all balik naik mrt....took de train 2 marina bay n waited 4 it 2 turn...haha....pasal nakkan tempat duduk...=P den, yea...we were all so hungry n thirsty...so, mase dah sampai admiralty, me n my adik2 singgah bubble tea shop...=) sampai rumah....i mkn a bit...nur went out wif my parents 2 mkn...i din realise dey left....i actually nak ikut!!! lapar!!! oh wells....yea...pas2 athin pakai computer n ask me 2 teman her....so, i was like dozing off on de chair bside her...or rather behind her...den, dunno y hamzah woke up...so, since he was wif fathin...i went 2 sleep...oh, n i slept on de lantai agn...doinkz....i shd sleep on sumting nice...like de mattress or katil...coz den i wd safely say dat i had a gd nite's sleep...on d other hand, i tink yesterday's sleep wasn't dat bad coz i'm feeling refreshed...haha...crap ah me...

oh yes, i haf loads of hw 2 finish up...argh!!! n dis is juz 1st 3 months of jc...argh! diediedie....how 2 survive...oh ya, n dis is de workload of 3 a level subjects..argh!!! n i'm taking 4 a level subjects aft 1st 3 months..argh!!! but i muz persevere till d end!!! yes, aim n achieve! haha...i'm in luv wif my college motto...so short yet so meaningful...did i alredi say dat in my previous entry? haha...oh wells...had a gr8 time yesterday n 2day is mugging day...argh!!! can't take dat.....kla, ciao!

wow...i've gone 2 d moe jae website so many times dat i actually memorise de url...doinkz....

hmmhmmhmm...guess wat? my dad letak syarat utk stay in tpjc....dier kate if i put tpj as 1st choice, i muz b de top mly student 4 a levels....tink i can do it? haix.....i'm still putting tpj as 1st choice tho...

de point is, i'm tired of thinking thru my choices...i'll juz take mlep as 4th subject n yea......do my bez at tpjc...oh ya, my dad oso asked me to stop going 4 redundant activities such as drama...n i told him 2day will b de laz...man...did i make a mistake by saying dat? =/ oh wells.....i'm gonna haf 2 turn in2 a mugger lah like dis....datz so weird...i'm like de ultra lazy student...it's gonna b a big change...dunno if i can handle dat....haix...but no matter wat...i sure hope i'll still haf fun.....tpjc, my next stop 4 education...luv ya always! Aim n Achieve! yea~ so true~ =)

ok2...i'm in de mood 2 update!!! hahaha...i'm full of nonsense lah....

eh, i want a bday party thrown 4 me dis yr!!! sweet seventeen pe.....it'll neva cum agn...yea...hehe... la di da~

aite, so, my choices 4 jae....in order.... 1st-TPJC! whee~ woo hoo! 3 cheers n 3 cheers n 3 cheers 4 tpjc! hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray! hahaha....giler... 2nd-TJC nyehnyehnyeh...sorilah...juz can't help it...it's like many ppl abandon tpj 2 go tj....eargh! so, i put it as 2nd choice...coz since TJ is sumwhat higher than TPJ, nampak sah i'll get in2 TPJ so, haha...dere r ppl who rather put tpj than tj k...=P ops...sori...no offense 2 anyone k...=/ 3rd-YJC =) 4th-IJC 5th-PJC 6th-JJC 7th-Ngee Ann Poly..hehe...coz i thought dat de early childhood education course sounds interesting...

oh no...i juz got news abt my abg sedare's a level results...it's not relli gr8....man~ i'm so sad 4 him...n he's like so hardworking! eargh! y muz dis happen? =(

hmms....oh ya...dis morning, i was in a very gd mood...haha...so weird...i was like so calm...even tho i was supposedly late 4 sch but amazingly enuff i reached sch in time...ahakz...n i saw captain going thru de sch gate at 7.27...hehe...oh, i slipped in2 sch at 7.29 around dere..yea...den 4 spe, i ran 1.6 km! so fun! haha...den, we plaeyd basketball! hmms...exahausted but happy...hehe...

yea....shall update agn later...gonna b maghrib soon...tata!

i'm boredlah....but i dun feel like talking abt 2day or yesterday or watsoever....

toinkztoinkztoinkz....hmms...yea....serious...i dun feel like talking...no, i feel like saying something but not anything abt wat i did or wat happenned or something liddat...get wat i mean?

hmms...i'm weird........dunno y but i'm weird...haha....crap....oh wells...boring lah....haixhaixhaix...

i've been rather quiet dis days.

*shrugz*

i'm staying in tpjc. izit a wise choice?

i'm scared at wat the future will bring 4 me...

=/

coolcoolcool! haha...2day was so cool! nah...de weather was hot but me, khai, fatin n zul had a wondrous adventure 2day...ahakz...

nownow, let's c...1stly, went 2 sch as per normal...my civics tutor talked 2 each of us on whether onot we're staying n stuff liddat...yea, den at 9+ de claz was dismissed...n so i went mlep rm...waited 4 my parents...dey came at 9.30 2 sign my edusave form...i din exactly inform dem dat sch ends early....like relli early...oops....

k, den i waited 4 cikgu malek 2 hand in forms n 2 bincang wif him abt my dilemma....take mlep onot or mla or wat....yes....

lepas tu, me, fatin n zul set off 2 changi beach! khai kul 9 lagi dah kluar jumpe kwn dier...so, yea...we went without her...we took bus no. 19 from tpj...ah~ wen we reach dere we could immediately smell de sea! twas so nice!!! yea...den we went 2 de swings...den decided 2 eat lunch...

mase nga mkn, khai came 2 join us...yay! haha....so, de four of us went back 2 de swings..on de way, we had some kind of transformation...haha...yea....khai jadi hijau, fatin jadi merah, me jadi hitam, zul tetap putih...haha...not makin sense rite? who cares? haha...

ok, so, after we played de swings agn...i had 2 go toilet...which was quite a distance...so, on de way back 2 de swings, i took my own sweet time 2 stroll at de beach...so nice 2 hear de waves crashing.....yea...juz luv dat time wen i was on my own....walking so slowly...juz me n my tots n de sea n de beach...kk, nvm...

so, after dat, we sat down at some rocks near de sea...oh ya, we osso shouted at de top of our voices...actually twas more of me n fatin...hehe...yelah...budak dk katekan..

ok, so, gini gitu gini gitu...kiteorg pun nak balik...den we tercampak ke punggol! haha...but we had fun ah...seriously...

went back 2 tpj 2 solat den i had 2 go back 2 my nenek's house so, i bought oreo ice blended b4 boarding de bus...whee~den my nenek's house...met up wif adi n aqilah...yea...n i talked 2 adi...n he's coming 4 drama dis sat! yes ah! haha...

den, on de way back wif my parents, i got 2 eat a paddle pop rainbow ice cream! yea...dah lame seh tak rase...hehe...i keep on eating icy stuff dis few days...tsktsk...it's bad 4 de health...kla, since i'm crapping so much i shd go 2 sleep...hehe...nitez all!