hish...susahnye nak gi online skarg....my mum asik tak kasi aje...ataupun org lain asik kai computer...den, me takde chance...=/

kla, de gd news~ i'm happy wif my o level results!!! hehe...n i wd like 2 thank all de ppl hu had had confidence in me n encouraged me all de way...thank u so much!!! btw, i got 12 points...yea...siape2 nak tahu breakdown, ask me urself...haha...

orait...shan't b long here....pasal....dah mlm...nanti kene jerit ngan my parents pulak....whee man~ bsk me n khai r planning 2 go 2 de beach after civics period...haha...coz dere's onli civics 2moro...yea... *smiles happily* bye2!

i am a simple gal...who leads a simple life....=)

hah...i've decided dat i dun like 2 eat expensive ice creams...haha...coz i wun feel comfortable eating it...i like cheap ice creams....even mcdonalds 25 cents ice cream...coz i luv 2 eat ice cream! haha...do i make sense....? basically i'm talking abt ice cream coz juz now i ate a 60 cents mat kool ice cream...yes...n i'm happy! haha...i'm so crappy...

btw, i'm so proud of myself 2day...i ran 2.4 at wdlnds stadium juz now n got a timing of 16:06... it's my bez timing eva!!! i improve so much!!! slalunye i get abt 17 mins ++ n yea...tho it may not b very gd 4 many...2 me it is!!! =)

grrtz...anw, i'm not in sch rite now...weirdly enuff my mum tak kasi gi skola...no matter how much i tried 2 pujuk smlm she mati2 tak kasi...aishk...n so, i decided 2 go jogging...yea...haha...

anw, my dad was so mean....he was like asking me if i get results n dun qualify 4 jc....y shd i still go back 2 jc...i was like well...2 spend de laz days wif frenz..n he was like saying...dun b so sentimental lah...u tink ur frenz will rmmbr u after de 1st 3 months? dey'll juz carry on wif their lives..n u'll b 4gotten...man...i so felt like crying hearing dat...haix....

oh ya...i juz realised...everyone's been talking abt o level results coming out n i've not mentioned it yet...hahakz...well, evryone keeps on telling me 2 b confident of myself...but i rather expect de worse...so dat if i get my results n relli get a teruk one...i wun feel so disappointed...

act cool~ captain's words...haha...well, i'll try my bez not 2 let de fear show n sink in2 me n control me...yea...=) okla....i tot dere were supposed 2 b several other things dat i wanted 2 talk abt...but well...can't exactly rmmbr dem.....so, yea..tata! =)

Me=Angel? My halo is fading...it seems like i'm becoming bad...

ppl slalu melalui alam pancaroba semasa sec sch n so i tot i passed dat phase...without much probz...but i tink my test is relli during JC life...seems like i've been having too much courage in doing things dat i wd neva haf done b4 like skipping lessons n sch n juz other things...

my dad was angry smlm...bcoz i keep on coming late 4 madrasah..he's not happy n he says i got my priorites all wrong..dat i tak beratkan agama...haix...perhaps dere is some truth in it...

y i suddenly amik ringan a lot of things? like madrasah, kelas ngaji, etc...perhaps i shd stop trying 2 open up too much...yea...perhaps...sigh....

i'm back to square one...in a confused state..

anything doesn't go wif anything
anything goes wif something

haha...crap seh.

i'm gonna buy a sundae
no u can't
y not?
bcoz sundaes r 4 sundays....

doinkz...i almoz blif dat i cdn't buy a sundae....until he said it's only for sundays...doinkz...haha...

orait, so, i went 2 eat wif captain juz now...n my mum called me 4 times wen i was wif him...grrtz... but de cool thing is, i told dem de truth wen dey picked me up...whee~ so, i dun feel guilty at all...my parents r so cool..=)

kla, my mum dah marah...=/ tata..

gd morning world! haha...my bahas team lost as expected...haha....*scrunches up face* n i screwed up coz i din haf a speech....hehe...kla, my fault....k, anw, gtg get ready 4 sch now...bye!

make dat 8 slices of bread 2day dat i ate...haha....i luv nutella~

oh n i like bread wif nutella + peanut butter...it's nice!!!

haihaihai...i had dinner b4 coming online...ahakz...guess wat? i ate 7 slices of bread 4 de whole of 2day...isn't dat cool? haha....n i ate lunch- a proper meal...n fatin called me a pig...doinkz.....grrtz.... den lepas tu, she sed i smelt of sardines wen i talk...aiyoh...dat girl ah....

so, i bcame a budak jahat 2day...1st time seh in my yrs of schooling...i actually played truant...wow...amazing...n gilerr...haha...kalaulah my parents find out...MATI! la di da~ yes, n so instead of going 2 sch in de morning, me n khai went 2 de beach...whee~ n i missed 4 periods of lessons...wootz! haha...crazy sia..lepas tu, balik ke skola mcm nothing happenned gitu...my chem tcr, oso my civics tutor, saw me come 4 tutorial n she was like u're here...*i nod my head* late? *i nod my head* n no further qns was asked!!! wow! haha...juz amazed dat i lepas so easily...

so, wat did me n khai do at de beach...kiter sampai terus main swing kejap..haha...den, we sat by de sea n mkn breakfast...ahhh~ so nice...twas so calm n juz so nice~ den i wanted de sun...haha...n den me n khai played wif sand! as in wrote names on de sand...n we touched de water...hahakz...k, lame~ den, we played de swing agn!!! hah....did u know dat i'm afraid 2 swing very high? coz yes, i'm afraid..hehe...oops...yea...so, dere were some moments wen i was truly screaming..haha...den, me n khai sang songs! n i was singing at de top of my lungs! haha...so fun...but weirdly enuff, blif it onot, wateva i did 2 destress...i ended up feeling more stressed...den i'm like...wat in de world is wrong wif me?? doinkz~

but yea...i was so excited wen i reached sch agn...haha..so cool dat we strolled in like no one's business...so fun!!! hahaha....i mean de feeling is juz cool ah...=) yea...den after sch, me n fatin stayed back agn...2 do maths tutorial...sufiyan helped us agn...so sweet of him rite? haha...n my abg, janji kul 2.50...dtg library kul 3.50...ishk...bagus skali abg...takpelah...i shall not get angry coz i myself din relli ask any of dem any qns....

hmms...y am i not doing my bahas speech? argh! kla nitez!

i'm getting less n less in de mood 2 blog....i feel like as if i can't let out freely wat i'm tinking....sumhow i feel as if dere's sumting restraining me to pour out evryting...

er...i sound weird...oh wells...hope i feel better 2moro...but i do feel ok u know...er..strange...



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doinkz~ dari pagi tadi nak update, in d end, bile mlm dah nak habis baru update....hehe...

ok, so anw, smlm...or shd i say tadi pagi....haha...me my adik, n my parents went 2 jb 2 mkn! haha...imagine...midnight gi mkn...bagus skali kan? haha...so cool~ whee! den, we reached home at 3a.m. wootz! yea....which reminds me of an intresting coincidence i've not mentioned...

my parents went 2 APM...sufiyan's family went 2 APM....my parents went 2 jb after dat...apparently sufiyan's family went dere too....my parents came back at abt 3a.m. n yes, sufiyan's family reached home at abt 3 a.m. too...weird~

ok...sum1 juz pointed out 2 me dat we're supposed 2 b in sch in abt 7 hrs time...doinkz...how nice...i've not finished my essay, n mly hw....de 2 moz impt stuff 2 b completed rite now...=(

woops...so, wat am i doing here doing redundant stuff? hehe...kla....outz now...nitey nitez! y am i suddenly using dat eva so often...?

wah...my entries semue panjang2 jugak seh...haha....yay! i mite actually go jb 2 mkn later...hehe...now waiting 4 my dad 2 balik kerje...la di da~ toinkz...tadi went 2 my fren's house n den we din get much work done...ishk...ape lah....

den i had madrasah...n i wasn't late!!! hahaha...den wen i was on de way home...after madrasah...tried 2 look at de sky...n i managed 2 get a glimpse of d orion's belt! whee~ haha...kat wdlnds tak nampak pape ah...de sky ade clouds...

den in da bus, sum1 'teman' me home by msging me..haha...but anw, thank u! =)

ok2...i'm going off now....tata! nite2 ppl!

my hand aching ah...sal smlm main badminton 4 spe..hehe...doinkz...tu ah...jarang main...btw, my bahas mauduk is 'anak tidak berhak menegur ibu bapa' n i'm pencadang...n i so dun agree wif de mauduk...haish...den i ask my dad 4 points juz now n so...hmms....i haf 2 hope 4 de bez at how de pembangkang defines de mauduk...plzplzplz...dun thrash us...i know dis mauduk is 2 ur advantage tapi i want my grp 2 win!!! yr 2s, bagi chance ah..haha...saje je me ckp gitu...haix....my grp...hmm...tiada komentar...

nyeh, so, i din go 2 yjc carnival smlm...so sad...n adi din wait 4 me...at 2.30 he was at yishun interchange alredi..or sumting liddat...doinkz...apelah adi...but nvm...if u had waited 4 me...u wdn't haf gone 2 yjc carnival coz tak sempat...sedihnyer...i was so hoping 2 meet adi n irah yesterday...

la di da~ i'm supposed 2 go off soon 2 tampines 2 go 2 my frenz house but i'm still at home....amal2, bile lah nak blaja kluar cepat??? hmm...i haven eat lunch lah...kla, i go off now...nanti kesian my fren tunggu2 4 my call...i'm supposed 2 do maths 2day!!! den later 4.30 ade madrasah...orait...gtg...bye!

ngantukk...semue org nga tgk apm...boring lah...dunno wattodo...n so i'm here...malas nak tgk apm...whoosh~ tadi me balik lmbt dr skola seh...haha..wow. nasiblah baik my parents kluar..kalau tak gerenti kene jerit...doinkz...i'm so bad...woo...was so tempted 2 melencong sumwhere instead of going home..ish3..padahal dah kul 8 lebih...but den, i can't ajak khai kalau tak, i'll b such a bad influence on her...tsktsk....

hmms...tadi kat skola ade bahas kan...haha...my grp kalah...doinkz...expected lah....but my frenz sed i was de bez speaker in my team! haha..yay! proud of myself....n i din even use a mike...haha... LT5 kecik ape..jadi tak pakai mike pun org boleh dgr ah...so, wasn't dat bad actually...i had fun! haha...n i wasn't gementar...so cool...hehe...oh wells, nxt, we're up against de yr 2s....seramnyer.... muz tink positive....willwinwillwinwillwin....haha...crap

hmm...khai n me thinks dat we're both changing....dunno 4 de better or worst...but we know we r changing...i seriously think dat de change is like seeping into me gradually....such dat i dun really realise it...but then...hmms...suddenly i dun like so many things dat i'm suddenly like....doinkz...am i even making sense?

alahai~ wateva lah...dah ngantuk tak leh concentrate ah...kla, bye2!

Eh, i 4got 2 ckp pasal de snake kat rumah my aunty!!! so cute tau....it's a long green stuffed snake...haha...i juz loved it! had fun playing wif it..den, me asik lilit2 around me...n yea...juz having fun...so sad tak sempat amik gambar ngan de snake...=/ my whole family dah kluar rumah my makcik, me boleh tak prasan...rabak seh...haha...oh wells, i luv de snake...hehe....k, now bye! i muz not waste time! discipline urself amal hayati!

doinkz...can't blif i 4got 2 mention dat i played congkak wif khai yesterday...it was fun!!! hahaha....i was so cute kan khai? hehe....sungguhlah smangat sampai terdiri2...doinkz....ok, so 4 de time being, my fave word is doinkz...ahakz...

hmms....i juz kinda got back from my makcik's house...now hafta prepare bahas speech! whee~! kakaka...i'm crazy....tadi kat rumah my makcik, i met irah...ntah mcm maner terus jadi giler... alah...bahas better finish cepat 2moro....i wanna go yjc carnival wif adi....adi, tunggu me tau...=P den, later can meet irah...yea!

hmms...juz now adi tried helping me wif my bahas mauduk...haha...so sweet of him...thank u!!! haha...i ask so many ppl 2 help me seh...doinkz....anw, i tink dat working wif adi is much more easier n more comfortable than working wif my 2 guy grpmates....yea...seriously i felt much relaxed wif adi...on d other hand, if i dun feel comfortable...dere muz b some prob...i mean i shd b quite close 2 adi by now rite..

yesh, so wat did i do 2day? hmms..nothing much ah...juz sch n bahas n going 2 my aunty's house...oh ya...my claz played tennis 4 PE...okla...itu aje....=) i shd get back 2 work...bla...bye...!

peningnye cari bahan utk bahas...=P

haha...i tink i'm suddenly becuming a bit more disciplined. datz gr8 improvement! haha...it's abt time i wake up...whee~ i did my GP tutorial qns ystd nite..yea..n i did a bit of chem too...den tadi kat skola, i looked thru my chem tutorial 1.2 coz bsk ade chem tez...aishk...maths tez pun bsk...dng..i've yet 2 look thru maths...haix..oh wells, but de point is...i'm more disciplined...n i was actually paying attn 2day in my claz...yea...=)

anw, a note 2 my beztez fren....rmmbr dat i'll always b dere 4 u aite? no matter wat...i'll b by ur side....luv ya gal! *big hug*

okies, so anw, bahas is dis fri...argh! my grp so not prepared!!! haix...mcm maner lah nak menang...=/ takpe2 mesti confident...=)

oh ya, me dah pokai rabak giler seh...skarg tinggal 36 cents in my purse...at 1st it was 16 cents, den nurul gave me 20 cents dat she pinjam from me d other day...haha...n many, many thx 2 yati who blanja me prata 4 lunch...Thank u!!! I relli appreciate it! if not, i wd haf 2 put up wif an empty stomach..

hah...maths. i'm having problems....datz bad. *sigh*

haha...2 of my frenz crashing tpjc 2moro! Whee~ cool! haha....

i balik cepat niari! tak mcm org tu...haha...kene balik lmbt pasal ade cca! haha...k, tak baiknye me...oops...sowi bez fwen...kekeke....

anw, whee~ i memorised de whole college song alredi! Haha...n de tune is sumwat like de sch song coz we got de college handbk 2day n at de back of de handbk is de college song wif music notes! haha...thx 2 marya-my motivation to memorise de college song- she memorised it 1st b4 me!!! *scrunches up face* oh wells...haha...aiyoh...y tkde org nyanyi college song or even bother 2 memorise it? tak fun lah...me jugak yg smangat...hehe...=)

Oh ya! I've wrote 2 my mortal 2day! yay! haha...but she'll moz prob get de letter 2moro...=/ Hmms...i wonder who's my angel...doinkz...dat person better write 2 me. i smangat tulis surat...hehe...

Oh wootz~! Haha...econs presentation finally over! Hah...we were one of de prepared grps. Nasib baik seh...kalau tak kene stayback niari...kul 4 baru present...i finish sch at 1.30 p.m. c de diff in timings? hehe...n doinkz de tcrs lah...org dah buat cookies utk presentation abe diorg tak try satu pun...ape lah...tapi...tkpe...haha...i passed around 2 quite a few ppl during break n all..=) Hmms...comments....my abg kate so2 lah. Bez fren dier kate quite nice...haha...thank u...diyanah kate sedap... den, i gif 2 siape ntah...tak ingat...n den i pass 2 her frenz yg i dun even kenal...haha...who cares? i wished dem happy frenship wk...ahakz...n one of dem commented-it's nice! can go commercial!- haha...so cool! lepas tu kat claz, some of my clazmates tried n benedict sed it was nice. like famous amos...haha...yay! Baking successful! Haha...den, mase on de bus nak balik, i met ros n her frenz...so, i let her try a cookie osso lah...n ros let her frenz try as well. n all of dem kate sedap. haha...yay...frenship wk n I'm making more frenz! =)

Hmm....finally i've gotten my mauduk 4 bahas. My team pembangkang. N de mauduk is Peperangan membawa lebih banyak kebaikan dari keburukan. Wat d'u tink? Eh, dtg support me tau! Bahas is dis Jumaat! haha...oraitlah...peace out~ gonna do hw now...muz b more rajin in jc..no more slacker attitude. tsktsk. Da!

i'm bored. malas nak buat presentation...grrt..

haha...i found out 2day dat dis wk is frenship wk...hehe...slow ah amal~ anw, yay! me n khai dah bagi2 presents kat byk org....hehe....so faz seh...1 n half months gone....soon gonna get o level results...ntah boleh stay ke tdk...

haix.....my abg so lucky...get such a nice gift from me n khai...i want ur gift!!! grrtz....ok2 takpe...chill~

doinkz...suddenly i'm not in de mood 2 type out an entry...weird...i was so smangat tadi mase baru balik skola...

argh! econs presentation besok!!!

ish3...i was late 4 madrasah 2day.....sengaje kluar lmbt from de talk...but i can't help it! kla, i wanna listen 2 my fren's prob now....muz concentrate...bye!

whee~ i'm meeting khai in half an hr's time...we're going 2 go 2 some talk at some masjid...den, i'll b off 2 my madrasah...n yay! i got de developed pix alredi...gonna show it 2 khai later on...*big smile* eh, i very happy mood 2day lah...haha...actually dono wat to say alredi...hmms...oh, n i juz realised dat v-day is juz around de corner...a few wks ago, i was tinking like it's still so far away..n now it's almoz here! grrt...my rancangan tak sempat nak dibuat...ape lah...oh wells...anw, moz prob, on mon, i hafta stayback 4 project....

orait2...enuff sed...hafta get ready 2 solat...azan is at 1.21...n i can't b late 2 meet khai! haha....tata!

Okies, niari-performance day....n i had 2 screw up on stage...dah pulak tu satu kali takpe seh...2 kali lagi ade...geng de la geng betul...my tepuk 10...ter extra clap...hhe...*scrunches up face* n khai sed we weren't loud enuff 4 juara song...dier kater mase practice lagi kuat...alahai~ tapi takpelah...byk org kate dk orait...whee~ haha...niari khai jambu seh! yelah, dah bermake-up semue...hehe...n den my abg tak baik...org tanye soalan dier tak jawab...bagi muke stoink lagi ade...ishk...dah lak tu, org bagi dier camera suruh tolong petikkan gambar utk me n khai on stage. n den, dier bilang me yg dier amik gamba diri sendiri...hish...kalau takde gambar me ngan khai, me rembat dier...jage abg! haha...=P

hmms...sharifah tak crash...dahlah...malas nak suruh dier crash...asik tak bgn tido aje...grrt... susah payah aku kol dier pagi2....doinkz lah sharifah....

yay! tadi dpt quite a few gambar...n me duduk sebelah my twin mase dk..hahakz...n den, lepas performance, me, khai, dilah, diyanah, ain, liyana ngan zakiah pi tm...=) lepas mkn kiteorg amik neoprint! haha...lepas tu kiteorg singgah playground open space kat tm tingkat atas...pas2, amik gambar kat sane! hahaha....ishk...mcm takde kerje gitu...asik amik gambar... me n dilah naik swing yg pusing2, kau...seram seh....de swing tak leh stop! panic seh...den, dilah dah pening...me pun...at laz, khai, our saviour...stopped de swing..haha..tapi fun ah...haha... den, me n dilah panjat yg...erm...tak tahu ape namenyer..n lazly, panjat lagi...haha...k, merepek...

hmm...kla, i shd sleep now...bsk nak gi jogging ngan my sis...supposed 2 ah..tak tahu jadi tak..ntah2 tak leh bgn...hehehe... lepas subuh tak leh tido balik...=/ orait...nitey nitez!

Dk was fun juz now! Haha....twas at Sunplaza Park. Man...i was sooo late sia tadi... =/ tapi tak sengaje tau...lemme tell u wat happenned...

I woke up smangat2 dis morning...lepas solat, mkn, update blog..hehe..i was all ready 2 go out wen irealised my wallet takde...hunted 4 it 4 abt 45 mins baru jumpe...haix....nasib baik hazirah bgn lmbt..so, she din need 2 wait...i janji her 8.15...i jumpe my wallet abt 8.45... yea, ok, so, dah jumpe wallet..i walked 2 de mrt station...n tot of taking de train coz dah lmbt...n 2 my horror! de nxt train was in 7 mins time!!! mind u, i was alredi in de station..kat atas...tmpt tunggu train...n i saw bus 913 in de distance..so, decided 2 kluar n take de bus...so, i ran n caught bus 913...n i stupidly put my wallet kat atas lap kejap..ingat jap lagi nak masukkan pocket...n i 4got abt it coz hazi called me wen i was reaching wdlnds int... so bile dah sampai int..i saw 168 n so, i juz focussed on getting out of de bus...i din rmmbr my wallet was on my lap..rushed out of bus, lari...caught 168...n den...-shit, guess wat? i tink my wallet jatuh kat bus 913- so, i had 2 get down at de nxt stop...n walk back 2 wdlnds int...haix...bad morning...reported 2 de lost n found n 15 mins later...i got back my wallet...i'm so lucky!!! yes, so, naik 168 2 tampines...

So, anw, after dk, i manage 2 get 3 photos taken! haha...one wif almoz evryone in dk, d other one, me, yati n ros-Naik swing! Hahaha...seriously, i'm a child at heart...i get excited by the littlest things! Nxt pic was me, aina, nadia n ros...amik gambar ngan pokok..haha..pas2 i had 2 go home...=/ tapi kat rumah mkn nasi minyak! my mum buat...=) yesh, but my lunch was like at 3.30...erk..ape nak buat..rumah jauh...

Oh, n i'm one of de loud ppl in dk! Woohoo! haha...apparently my twin is too! N I'm sitting wif her in de front row! Yay! Haha...hmm...can't wait 4 2moro...Sharifah's suppose 2 b crashing n dere'll b a lot of photos 2 take coz it's performance day! haha...kla, ciaoz! Till 2moro! Tata! *big smile* (coz i'm feeling happy...haha...)

NO! U CAN'T DO DIS 2 ME! I DUN WANNA LOSE MY VOICE!!! AGN!!! =( i seriously sense a sore throat coming up..n i'm having dk prac 2day...n i'm performing 2moro....how can i lose my voice now? I can't!!!!!

ishk...i was so terkejut tadi wen andi, presiden perdayu called me....rupe2nye pasal bahas....apparently my name appeared in 2 grps...haha....n, hmms...i sed dat diyanah is in adilah, khai n hanna's grp...shez supposed 2 ganti me rite? i hope i din gif de wrong info...alahai...khai...i feel like changing my mind sia....i wanna b in khai's team....=/ now i'll b working wif ppl i dun relli know...sounds a lil scary...n de person dat i wanted 2 b in my team is not in my team...apelah...kalau tahu, i wd haf juz joined khai's team...grrt...

helo kpd semue! haha....my blog's name-crazeesweetz- it means....i'm crazee n sweet! haha...i'm being lame...but anw, i am a gal who loves 2 talk...my abg says i'm very hyper...haha...i can b quiet...wif ppl whom i'm not dat comfortable is...oh, n i'm kepo...hehe...my bez fren is khai, n her abg sedare kols me makcik kepo...ahakz...but actually i dun mind...so, i'm now in tpjc...n i luv it dere! yea...tpjc rox! whee~ haha...kla, i wanna find a nice layout 4 my blog...*grinz* tata 4 now!