My reflection for the year...=)

Dis year has definitely been an eventful year for me. n relli, dere was relli a lot of ups n downs n i definitely grew up towards d end of d yr. i realised now dat i haf certain qualities in me dat i neva knew existed n relli i juz needed 2 reach down inside me n bring dem out 2 get de bez of me.

im gonna keep up a positive attitude for nxt yr. datz my new year resolution. i had a positive attitude wen i 1st stepped in2 tpjc. one dat was bubbling wif entusiasm n all...den things happened n den i couldn't keep a check on my emotions. kept on feeling confused n depressed n all different kind of emotions. i was wondering wen i wd snap out of it. n people around me...my frenz, my family helped...listen 2 my probz n being dere 4 me all de time. thank u guyz...

n den, i decided 2 join ocip. i tink dat was de one of de greatest decision dat i made. i definitely din regret gg 4 de trip. n i relli grew up a lot after i came back 2 singapore. i realised so much how relli, i've actually been quite self-centred...i guess i kinda knew it all along. but i'll try 2 b more sensitive 2 other people's feelings now. relli, i'm trying. sorry if i cant b de bez yet.

yesterday, i went 4 a sports climbing clinic organised by saff perdaus. i definitely dun regret taking de time off from my studies to attend dat event. i relli learnt something from dat as well. apart from being able 2 experience rock climbing agn n refreshing my memories of how 2 rock climb, belay n all, i learnt dat i can b very determined n focus. it's all a matter of mind over body n so i've learnt dat if i believe dat i'm capable of doing sumting, i shd neva eva give up. dat shd b de laz thing on my mind. evrytime i climbed de rock wall, even tho i was stuck at times, i persevered 2wards d end n i'm freaking proud of myself 4 not even giving up once. (tho actually i almoz gave up on de race den i realised dat it's a race so i had 2 finish de race..haha...at least i did it!)

dere was even one rock wall dat i climbed blindfolded. n kak nurul, our facilitator was saying dat if u put dat in2 life, de blindfold is like de limitations dat we haf in doing something. but wateva itis, we can still use all d other things dat we haf, evrything else 2 reach our goal. we shdnt juz give up juz bcoz dere r limitations, juz like how de blindfold din stop me from reaching de top of de rockwall.

life is a game. u need 2 know how 2 tackle it. develop strategies on how 2 make full use of our lives. alhamdulillah, i relli learnt a lot dis yr. n i'm relli thankful 2 Allah 4 giving me all dis opportunities 2 discover myself as well as make me a better person. Insya-Allah, i'll change for de better...