n so....i switched off my hp for 2 whole days...y? i've no idea y i did dat u know....

u know...i used 2 feel rotten 4 being mean...now, i kinda enjoy being mean...but u know wat? i'm not gonna ask wat's happening 2 me...coz seriously speaking, i dun care...

anw, i'm seriously sorry 4 all u ppl who has me as their frenz. i'm juz such a...i dun even know how 2 describe myself...hmm...juz horrible i guess...yea...i've been a horrible, terrible fren. who has been caring abt nothing but herself. life revolves around me, yea? aww...sorry...

perhaps, rizal's rite...i shd go c a psychologist. hah...one wk's over. i can cry. nah...i tink i'll still hold my tears...wat's de use of crying? doesn't even make things any better. makes me feel more like an idiot.

so, y izit i'm condemning myself early in de morning at abt 1.30 am? well, coz juz now my sistas were using de comp wen i relli wanted 2 write dis entry. yea, makes sense...dun worry...i've slept 4 abt 1hr plus.

btw ppl, if u guys read my blog n tink dere's sumting wrong wimme...juz dun bother abt me...i'm seriously not worth caring for...seriously...

yea, i tink i've hurt some ppl...n u know wat? de thing is..i do realise dat i've been selfish...i've been lashing out at ppl, i've been crap...BUT i dun feel like changing...so dere.

i wanna talk. but i found out dat de ppl u talk 2...well, let's juz say things dun last. so y bother 2 start aniting in de 1st place...i'm sick of things. me, sch, evryting.

i wish i can juz give up.

can i juz come 2 sch 2 take my exams? coz i hate sch rite nw.

did i juz say hate? datz amazing...coz i was de one who told evryone i luv tpjc so much dat i actually used 'i luv tpjc' as my hp wallpaper laz time...

oh wells...

basically, i dunno wat 2 say abt me anymore. i dunno wat makes me happy or wat makes me angry or wat makes me calm or wat my mood really is. i juz know dat im a nutcase. i'm mad n i'm mad n i'm mad.

now i'll shuddup n do something i dunno wat.

bye2.

oh. one more thing. i seriously advise ppl not 2 talk 2 me at dis pt of time coz i mite juz start shouting at u. u've been warned.