*screamz* i'm going bonkers!!! seriously...who am i kidding? i'm still pretty much stressed out. n i honestly do not know wat 2 do abt dat....mcm mane nak de-stress? wen will i learn 2 smile n laugh agn..? sumhow, i juz dun understand myself.
life now is abt study, study, study...but datz madness seriously...coz i'm half mad alredi...i relli can't take it...i dunno how else 2 motivate myself...i'm going crazy juz planning n going more crazy trying 2 carry out de plan. i am an ordinary gal. i need some life too..BUT i juz dunno how 2 relax anymore.
i've 4gotten how itis 2 take things lightly, i've 4gotten how itis 2 smile n laugh freely at jokes n wif de ppl around me. i've 4gotten how 2 relax, how 2 even do the things i like. i juz feel as if i'm turning in2 a robot. i'm so tense n serious. n i keep on being angry at ppl including myself i tink...i've yet 2 call my operator. NO TIME.
i'm confirmed mad.