dis week....has been a bad week....bsides monday n hopefully dis coming fri...


smlm, maths tez-i screwed it up
2day, chem SPA trial-i screwed it up
2moro, GP compre tez-unknown status


yea...lemme talk abt 2day...


pagi..woke up as usual...got a phone call at abt 5.56am from khai...den, i decided 2 go later wif de rez of de gang...n i ended up going out late, missing de normal bus, caught de nxt bus, stupidly dropped at de mrt station n missed de train n so had 2 wait 4 de nxt one...n hence...caught de nxt 168 bus...luckily enuff, i wasn't late. if not i'll juz cry i tell u..


den, while assembling at d courtyard, i realized i din get my giro form signed...gosh...i felt like so down...i was like..man~ how cd i haf 4gotten 2 show it 2 my parents?! yea, felt so miserable...den, called my mum on de way 2 chem lab...n got s scolding/lecture from my mum which made me cry a little...nyeh...i'm a crybaby...


den, aft washing my tears(i went 2 toilet), i went 2 chem lab...having SPA trial...den, while doing de experiment, dis teacher came up 2 me n scolded me coz i din unscrew de bottlecap while pouring in distilled water into the volumetric flask...i felt so stupid but i was thinking..i've always been doing dis...how was i supposed 2 know it's wrong...den, de teacher seem 2 b paying xtra attention 2 me 2 c wat other mistakes i made...den, while i was titrating, i realized dat i stupidly left de filter funnel at the burette....i felt like crying seh...seriously...like y was i feeling so distracted n nervous n dunno wat not...eargh!


n den, de calculations part...i din even understand wat i'm supposed 2 find!!! yea, so, as u can c, i screwed up big time...my abg told me it's ok coz it's usually dat way..i need 2 practice n train more 2 b focus..yea...n get tips from other students from my batch...coz apparently he doesn't wanna share any wimme...*glares at abg* yepz...


so, den aft a bad, bad morning...my mood was dampened n so i kinda felt very miserable thruout de day...den, i had 2 make my way back 2 wdlnds alone too..so, dat made me feel miserable too...haix...yea...wat a nice day 2day...full of miserable feelings...nyeh...


n i din c him 2day...


nyeh...i'm not supposed 2 care...ok...yea...so...i haven done my homework. i'm mad. so, i'm idiotic, mad, nuts, miserable. wow. cool. bleghness.