i've learnt dat i can do it.

anw, yea. no matter wat i muz neva lose faith in myself. datz de way 2 work. yupz.

u know...dis few days...it's like dere r times wen i feel freaking stressed out but yet at de same time, i'm not stressed out... it's juz dis feeling of like oh man...dere' sooo many things to do n i dunno where 2 start n feels like giving up but on d other hand, dere's juz dis thread dat is still clinging on to dat bit of hope dat u can pull thru. n datz how i relli, relli feel. no matter how many times i feel like giving up, i know i wun coz dere's so many ppl pinning their hopes on me. plus i dun wanna let myself down. deep down, i still believe i can do it. n 2 do it is 2 work hard. as simple as dat.

no. not as simple as dat. working hard is hard work. but anw, no matter wat, i oso haf 2 rmmbr dat Allah is 4eva wif me...yea. n i tink my jiwa is some sort of tenang tho i'm still wondering y i can soo freaking sensitive dis days. like tears can startfilling up my eyes 4 juz de slightest reason. but i cant breakdown. i can tear up but i cant cry. k, tho i cried d other day but alah...takpelah. tak tahu xplain.

hmms....anw, lemme talk abt college road run. yay!!! i got position 132!!! datz not bad ah seriously. plus i relli did my bez n i know i cant do any better than dat so i'm satisfied. =) 132...if onli i got 131...den it wd haf been palindromic. aishk...so wasted. yea. den dat day, i oso learn how 2 play pool. haha...hmm..yea, intresting...=)

oh ya, n dere was a gross event dat i wanted 2 talk abt but it's like so long ago...tak yah sudahlah eh..

hmms...den, oh ya, kim poh's bday. me n frenz went 2 katong 2 celebrate his bday. pastu kiteorg main bowling! haish...reminded me of de times i went bowling b4...reminded me of how fun bowling is. can go bowling agn onli after A levels. =/

btw, i dun like de library. tadi i went library n ended up borrowing a bk. NOT GOOD. coz i'm easily distracted. bleagh.

ok, hari ni entry dah panjang n i feel sleepy. i tink i shall sleep 4 awhile baru continue blaja. yea. yupz.

oh, fatin says i'm getting freakier. haha...relli, it's possible 2 haf passion 4 studying. juz haf faith in determination. as well as takmo tinggalkan solat 5 waktu. yea, coz datz de communication wif Allah! yea. insya-Allah, He will help 2 guide us. yupz. now, i've gotta go. happy2 evryone! smile n hmms....neva gif up n neva lose faith. =)